to mom (again)
a time ago, i wrote a letter to you in another place. it was tough, the way i felt. the feelings i had. sometimes i think i have it wrong though, that these feelings weren't necessarily mine. today you showed me that. i was hallucinating badly. i was crying, distraught. you helped me calm down. you let me talk, you heard me. you reminded me that you have always been a wonderful mom. that you've always tried your best. you are imperfectly perfect, a human being just like me. things may be tough for me, they may always be tough. but i can say i had a mom that did her best, this is no longer a question
thank you mom ❤️